Grotto Visions

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Religious mystic, seer, icon, and in death an “incorruptible” – the enigmatic St. Bernadette grew from an obscure, impoverished peasant girl into one of the best known and beloved “living saints” of all time.  Her visions of the Blessed Virgin Mary in a lowly grotto in a backwoods part of France made her a reluctant celebrity.  After her coerced removal to a convent her renown made her the target of an insanely jealous Mother Superior whose personal mission focused on humiliating and degrading the young novitiate, thus ensuring her years until her death at age 35 were not pleasant ones. Her beatification as a saint by the Catholic Church in the early 20th century led to the discovery that Bernadette’s body was “incorruptible”, meaning it was free of expected decay.  This, too, was considered a sign of her saintly mien, and only enforced the Church’s position to canonize her as St. Bernadette in 1933. 

Our Lady of Lourdes (revisited)Credit: Vic Dillinger™, © 2011

The City Dump
The village of Lourdes is a thriving tourist destination nestled in the foothills of the Pyrenees Mountains in the south of France.  Today there are about 20,000 residents, and the town enjoys the influx of between 3 million and 5 million religious pilgrims and curiosity seekers annually.  They all journey to this remote spot near the Spanish border in France to visit the shrine of The Grotto at Lourdes.  This is the natural cave where, in 1858, a young peasant girl named Bernadette Soubirous was allegedly visited on multiple occasions by the Blessed Virgin Mary. This site, now a modern tourist attraction, boasts a natural spring (uncovered by the hands of Bernadette herself), and its waters allegedly have the power to heal the infirmed.  Tastefully decorated with benches, religious iconography and statuary, the meticulously maintained Grotto at Lourdes is a far cry from its condition when Bernadette Soubirous first made her contact with the mother of Jesus.  In Bernadette’s day this revered, hallowed shrine, once known as “the Grotte de Massabielle”, was the city dump.


Lourdes (etching, 19th century)Credit: Wildside Press

Bernadette was the daughter of a miller, François Soubirous, and Louise (née Castérot) (1825–1866), a laundress.  She was born January 7, 1844, and she was baptized in the local parish church, St Peter’s, in Lourdes on January 9, 1845, the first anniversary of her parents’ wedding.  She was christened Marie Bernadette, though she would be known as Bernadette for the rest of her life.  She was the oldest of the five children who survived infancy [Her mother had birthed a total of nine children: Bernadette; Jean, born and died 1845; Toinette, 1846-1892; Jean-Marie, 1848–1851; Jean-Marie II, 1851-1919; Justin 1855–1865; Pierre, 1859-1931; Jean, born and died 1864; and a girl, Louise, who died soon after her birth in 1866]. Her godmother was Bernarde Castérot (Louise Soubirous’ sister); Bernarde was moderately well-off, a widow who owned a tavern.

France was in dire financial straits at the time of Bernadette’s girlhood, and grinding poverty was everywhere.   The Soubirous family lived at subsistence levels. The tragedy of high infant mortality rates was a painful reality to the Lourdes villagers, but so, too, were epidemics.  Cholera swept through the region in the fall of 1845; the toddler Bernadette contracted the disease.  She recovered, but for the rest of her life she would be sickly and frail, suffering from asthma as well.

The French sense of jurisprudence at the time often meant prison terms for petty offenses all out of proportion to the “crime” (Victor Hugo based his protagonist on such a severely punished man – who stole a loaf of bread – in his classic, Les Misérables).  Bernadette’s father, François, was convicted of stealing two bags of flour, and he was imprisoned.  Apologists say he was “accused” unjustly – the reality is his family was starving, he was a miller, and he had access to food grains.  He certainly stole the flour.  Going to prison for a lengthy term, however, was unduly harsh.

With François out of the family picture, Bernadette had to be of service to help keep the family going.  She scrounged for scrap material.  She worked where she could.  Louise had her hands full with the younger children, and it fell to Bernadette to also be a care giver as needed.  As a result, she could not attend school on a regular basis.  Much would be made of this later – naysayers would question why the Virgin would appear to such a “stupid, illiterate” peasant such as Bernadette [Bernadette was not “stupid”.  She learned to read and write well, and entries in her own hand from her private diaries are eloquent, well-structured introspections that are not the scribblings of a “stupid” person].

The Basques in Spain are an ethnic group that has proudly and determinedly tried to maintain its cultural integrity despite centuries-long attempts to wipe it from Spain’s face.  Like the Basques, the peasants of Lourdes spoke a dialectical variant of French (linguistically known as Gascon Occitan).  To the refined ear of “true” French speakers the Gascon dialect held a dissonance; Bernadette, as did few in Lourdes, did not understand “true” French.  This language barrier would also lead to later accusations that she was mentally inferior [categorically and emphatically she was not of less than average intelligence]. 

The Catholic Church’s grandeur had a purpose.  Churches, as places of worship, by intent were large-scale, ornate, architecturally pompous affairs.  The reasoning was simple – in an era with little in the way of leisure or pleasurable activities church attendance for the average peasant was the equivalent of going to the theater today.  The sensual nature of the experience was an essential part of town life – churches were literally the closest thing to sensory overload these people had in their lives.  The sights, the artworks and statuary, the transcendent symbolism of the stained glass, the voices lifted on high in hymn, the smell of burning incense.  These were all great fodder for the human spirit as well as for the nebulous “soul”.

Bernadette and her family were devoutly religious, but perhaps no more so than the average Lourdes villager.  Mass, vespers, and different callings to prayer were part of their daily lives; it was something, particularly for High Mass, to which they looked forward.  These Masses were times of music and art and joy – Catholic Church attendance for these people was not the solemnity generally associated with going to Mass.

The level of religiosity in the Soubirous household took an upward dramatic turn, however, on February 11, 1858, when Bernadette, her sister Toinette, and another friend decided to go visit the town dump.  This little cave is about a mile outside Lourdes. Digging pit barrows was hard work – it was easier for the town folk to throw some of their unwanted detritus in this out-of-the-way grotto. This was a good picking spot for street waifs.  Bernadette and her companions went out looking for firewood and bones (some of which might contain meat scraps and could flavor soups; others could be burned for fuel). What she found instead, at the city dump of Massabielle, was immortality.

In the language of Bernadette’s people, “Aquero” means “that”, as in “that thing”.  It is but a simple pronoun, and if one notes the spelling of the word one sees the Spanish linguistic influence on the people of the French Pyrenees. 

By this date, the Soubirous family’s financial and social status had spiraled downward.  They were effectively homeless; a cousin of Louise Soubirous’, Andre Sajoux, let them live for free in a one-room basement.  The family called it le cachot, “the dungeon”.  Bernadette helped where she could; the dump might cough up something of use.  She, her sister, and a friend found their way toward the Gave de Pau River (really a stream, but subject to dangerous flash flooding) near the grotto.

Lourdes Grotto (ca Oct1858)Credit: public domain


While the other girls forded the little stream in front of the grotto, Bernadette lingered.  She looked for a spot to cross where she wouldn’t get her stockings wet. She finally sat in the grotto to remove her shoes.  She stripped off her first stocking when she heard the sound of rushing wind although nothing moved. A wild rose grew in a natural niche in the grotto – this rose swayed in the unfelt breeze.  From the rose niche (more specifically, the dark alcove behind it) Bernadette saw a “dazzling light, and a white figure.”  This was the first of eighteen visions of what she referred to, in her Gaston Occitan dialect, as “Aquero”.  She later quaintly said the figure she saw was uo petito damizelo (“a little damsel”). She had no idea who this beautiful, smiling woman was. She was scared, but when she made the sign of the cross – at the same time as the woman – her fear vanished and she felt “a great peace inside”.

Bernadette realized she was the only one of the trio who had seen this spectral presence (known as The Apparition of Lourdes in Church lore).  She asked her sister and their friend if they had seen anything; they replied they had not, and this frightened her.  Demon possession and belief in such things as witchcraft were common, and Bernadette was rightfully frightened of being branded as a heretic, a witch, or possessed.   She asked her sister Toinette not to tell anyone what had happened. The younger girl, of course, could do no such thing – she promptly told their mother, Louise, of Bernadette’s claim.  In a fit of parental even-handedness, both girls were beaten by Louise, and Bernadette specifically was forbidden by her mother from going back to the grotto.

A few days passed and Bernadette asked for permission to go again (with her siblings as chaperones and possible eyewitnesses).  Louise relented.  The children set off for the grotto on February 14 (coincidentally, St. Valentine’s Day) after their regular Sunday Mass.  The girls had swiped holy water from the church; troubled by the idea the apparition might represent an evil spirit, they needed something as a test. Bernadette, with her sister Toinette and some other girls, arrived at the grotto where she immediately knelt, saying she saw Aquero again.  She lapsed into a trance-like state.  Although seeing nothing, one of the girls threw holy water at the rose niche.  Another girl threw a rock from above the crevice that shattered on the ground.  The apparition disappeared. Bernadette collapsed as if in physical shock (clammy skin, erratic heartbeat, etc.).  The girl who had thrown the rock actually thought she had hit Bernadette with it and had killed her.  Bernadette later recorded the incident in somewhat greater detail:

“The second time was the following Sunday. I went back because I felt myself interiorly impelled. My mother had forbidden me to go. After High Mass, the two other girls and myself went to ask my mother again. She did not want to let us go, she said that she was afraid that I should fall in the water; she was afraid that I would not be back for Vespers. I promised that I would. Then she gave me permission to go.

I went to the Parish Church to get a little bottle of holy water, to throw over the Vision, if I were to see her at the grotto. When we arrived, we all took our rosaries and we knelt down to say them. I had hardly finished the first decade when I saw the same Lady. Then I started to throw holy water in her direction, and at the same time I said that if she came from God she was to stay, but if not, she must go. She started to smile, and bowed; and the more I sprinkled her with holy water, the more she smiled and bowed her head and the more I saw her make signs. Then I was seized with fright and I hurried to sprinkle her with holy water until the bottle was empty. Then I went on saying my rosary. When I had finished it she disappeared and we came back to Vespers. This was the second time.”

This narrative is perhaps the closest Bernadette (written as an adult) ever came to self-aggrandizing.  Although her pride is very mild, she was not the heroine of this second event.  It was another girl who threw the holy water and still another who threw a rock.  Bernadette was in a religiously ecstatic state, almost catatonic according to the other girls present [later, more authoritative eyewitness accounts support her lapse into a trance].  She was in no condition to do anything more than what she ultimately did: collapse in a heap.

Fearful still that Aquero was an evil manifestation Bernadette mulled over the mental image.  The little damsel, according to Bernadette, was a “beautiful woman”, “always smiling”, “about the same height as me”. She wore a long white veil, a white dress with a blue girdle; she had a golden or yellow rose on each foot, and a rosary in her hand. Another reassuring sign was the apparition’s beautiful bare feet; the folklore said demonic apparitions (even while in human form) had cloven hooves or animal paws. [The description of the apparition fits popular renderings in Western Europe of the Virgin Mary: Caucasian, benevolent, beatific, etc.  This would certainly be in Bernadette’s purview.  She would have seen such imagery hundreds of times in her young life, and although this does not negate the idea that she saw something it does tend to lend itself to such visions as internal. It is expected she would “see” this rather than the true flesh-and-blood Mary: a swarthy Jewess with wavy dark hair. The yellow roses on Aquero’s feet is of particular interest – it is an odd bit of minutiae whose symbolic significance is unknown].

Because the Apparition did not speak (until the third appearance) its identity was a matter of considerable debate (word had spread rapidly of Bernadette’s two visions thanks to her chatterbox sister and friends).  Certain villagers thought it may have been a revenant, a soul returning from purgatory. This concept was not part of Catholic doctrine; it was a peculiarity of Pyrenean superstition. Revenants allegedly made their presence known to children.  According to tradition, revenants rarely spoke; they communicated their messages in writing.  To learn the identity of Aquero, Bernadette was given paper, a pen, and an inkpot for her next visit to the grotto, if the apparition should need them.  Bernadette visited the grotto again, with a few onlookers, on February 18, 1858.  This time the previously silent Aquero spoke to her and told her to return to the grotto every day for two weeks:

“The third time was the following Thursday. The Lady only spoke to me the third time. I went to the grotto with a few matured people, who advised me to take paper and ink, and to ask her, if she had anything to say to me, to have the goodness to put it on paper. I said these words to the Lady. She smiled and said that it was not necessary for her to write what she had to say to me, but asked if I would do her the favour of coming for a fortnight. I told her that I would. She told me also that she did not promise to make me happy in this world, but in the next.”

Although The Lady spoke in Gascon Occitan to Bernadette (whose French was very poor) Aquero used remarkably formal language in her request. “Would you have the goodness to come here for fifteen days?” The significance of this politeness was not lost on the gawkers (though they neither heard nor saw anything, just Bernadette’s report of what was said).  It was highly untoward for anyone to use such formal address when speaking to a penniless, working-class peasant girl such as Bernadette. The paper, pen, and inkpot were returned, unused, to the townspeople who had supplied them.

The Holy Fortnight
In Catholic lore the next two weeks are perhaps the most interesting in its history of alleged miracles expressing themselves as sound and vision. Bernadette explained Aquero’s request to her mother. Village wagging tongues had spread the word in the wake of her first two visions.  Now, the third manifestation requested a regimen of visitation.  Her family was embarrassed at the attentions brought on the clan, and Louise tried to forbid Bernadette’s further visits to the grotto.  The 14-year-old Bernadette, as many teen children do, wheedled her mother so the woman finally relented. What follows, in Church literature, is known as la Quinzaine sacrée, “the Holy Fortnight.”

Bernadette’s story caused a sensation in the village.  The citizenry was divided in its opinions.  Some thought she was mentally ill and suggested she be put in an asylum. She soon had a large number of people trailing her on her daily trek to the grotto, however, both skeptics and believers.  Most followed out of simple curiosity; others firmly believed they were on the cusp of witnessing a miracle.

Her fourth visit on February 19, 1858, carried an unintended, sweetly naïve comic moment.  Onlookers watched as Bernadette engaged in conversation with Aquero (much like hearing one Bernadette Soubirous (age 16, ca 1860)Credit: public domainside of a telephone conversation; the group, as before, neither saw nor heard anything, nor did any of them ever claim they did).  Bernadette had brought a candle on this visit which she lighted and entered the grotto with [this started the custom of carrying lighted candles to the grotto]. Eight people were present that day, among them Bernadette's mother and two of her aunts (one of whom, Aunt Bernarde, was her wealthy godmother and the most influential member of her mother’s family). Bernadette relayed that The Lady had asked her to leave her candle there. Bernadette said, “It belongs to my aunt. I’ll have to ask her, but if she agrees, I will.”

For her fifth appearance on February 20, thirty people were present. Bernadette said later that The Lady taught her a special prayer (one which she said every day of her life, but never wrote down or repeated to anyone). By then, news had spread to neighboring towns; many people jumped to the conclusion that Bernadette’s “lady” was the Virgin Mary.  Bernadette, however, made no independent efforts to corroborate or otherwise establish the phantom’s identity, and she contented herself with the simple acceptance of the being’s existence.

Bernadette’s sixth trip to the grotto saw her as a sort of juvenile Pied Piper, leading over 100 people in procession to the grotto.  She did not ask them to come; they did this freely.  The public disturbance was enough to bring her to the attention of the local police commissioner.  He called her into his office and threatened to arrest her. There was no evidence of fraud or other wrongdoing; there was little civil authorities could do to her.  She remained stubbornly calm and consistent during her interrogations.  Her story was invariant, and she never claimed any knowledge beyond what she said the vision told her. Her father, François Soubirous (out of prison), hiked down to the commissioner’s office and assured the official he would put a stop to Bernadette’s activities. 

Bernadette was back at the grotto, her seventh visit, on February 23.  There were roughly 150 spectators this time, among whom was a tax inspector, a court official, and officers from a nearby garrison.  Bernadette came away saying Aquero had told her a secret, which was for her alone.  She never revealed it to anyone.

The number of onlookers grew with each meeting, and on February 24 Bernadette enjoyed the presence of 250 onlookers for her consultation with Aquero. She relayed Aquero’s surprisingly generic and less than earth-shattering message: “Penance! Penance! Penance! Pray to God for sinners. Kiss the ground as an act of penance for sinners!” Those present said Bernadette kissed the muddy, tainted ground of the town dump. 

Bernadette’s behavior, at least from the perspective of the onlookers at her next visit on February 25, 1858, took on elements of the bizarre.   Bernadette recorded the event as an adult:

“(The Lady) told me that I should go and drink at the fountain and wash myself. Seeing no fountain I went to drink at the Gave [River]. She said it was not there; she pointed with her finger that I was to go in under the rock. I went, and I found a puddle of water which was more like mud, and the quantity was so small that I could hardly gather a little in the hollow of my hand. Nevertheless I obeyed, and started scratching the ground; after doing that I was able to take some. The water was so dirty that three times I threw it away. The fourth time I was able to drink it. She made me eat grass growing in the same place where I had drunk; once only; I do not know why. Then the Vision disappeared and I went home.”

Bernadette’s relatively benign description leaves out the onlooker’s horror as she engaged in what could only be described as feral behavior.  Since the gathered crowd did not “hear” Aquero’s directive, what they saw and reported was a bit more outlandish than Bernadette’s merely scraping around for a drink of muddy water.  It is the very horrific details of the behavior that leads one to conclude the eyewitness accounts are perhaps the truth in this case.

Eyewitnesses reported that Bernadette, in a trance, chewed and ate grass she plucked from the ground.  She smeared mud all over her face, and she actually swallowed some of this tainted muck.  Some onlookers shouted allegations of fraud and that Bernadette was obviously insane.  Her eating the mud disgusted many and embarrassed others who believed in her visions. Relatives wiped her face clean with a handkerchief. She explained Aquero had told her “to drink of the water of the spring, to wash in it, and to eat the herb that grew there,” as an act of penance.

There was no spring in the grotto at Lourdes then. Bernadette’s grubbing in the damp ground at a particular spot (as she truthfully reported) brought a puddle of muddy liquid to the surface.  Also, it did begin to run clearly as she also truthfully reported.  Today this spring runs pure.  Believers say this is a miracle.  Skeptics will point out she did nothing more than release a subsurface aquifer.  Both are partly correct.  There is evidence in the geology of the area to support the idea of a fresh water spring’s flowing freely at some time in the past but it stopped (or was plugged up thanks to the debris accumulation over the years in the grotto).  In any case, this was before Bernadette’s time, and she certainly would not have known of it.  For her to scrape in the proper spot may be nothing more than coincidental, but it can be called wondrous, even if it is not a divinely inspired miracle.  She most assuredly put her health at great risk by drinking from this source’s first offerings – the bacteria and toxins alone might have killed her.  That, too, perhaps could be thought of as miraculous – others might call it foolhardy, but lucky.]  Bernadette, because of her outrageous behavior, was again questioned by police and set free. 

The spring reportedly began to flow consistently and clearly the next day.  On February 27 and on Feb 28, she made her routine visits.  Barring the swelling crowds (first 800 people, then 1000 present on February 28) these visitations were unremarkable.  A local judge, however, felt compelled to question her in the wake of her tenth visitation of February 27. 

The first allegation of a healing miracle occurred on her twelfth visit to the grotto (March 1, 1858).  Bernadette was in “conversation” with The Lady.  Among the 1500 spectators was a pregnant, local housewife named Catherine Latapie.  She was nine months along, and she also had a paralysis of the ulnar nerve in one arm (following an accident). Latapie said she regained full movement of her affected limb after bathing it in the Massabielle spring. Simultaneously, though, she went into labor and had to leave almost immediately to give birth. She told her story to physician Dr. Pierre Romaine Dozous after the fact (she did not report it to the crowd as it happened).  Some devout people followed Bernadette’s example from her ninth visitation, and drank and washed in the water.  Dr. Dozous started collecting anecdotes about “healings” at the spring. Latapie’s was the first such healing claim (of course, it is completely unsubstantiated and unverifiable).

Noteworthy at this juncture is that the girl Bernadette never mentioned to anyone even the remote possibility of the Lourdes spring water containing special healing powers or other healthful properties.  She only drank from it the one time because she was compelled to. The mythos of the healing waters of Lourdes is a construct not of Bernadette’s making.  Her visits with The Lady were generally spent in silent prayer and contemplation.  For a 14-year-old girl this is quite a mature achievement.  It was her onlookers who created the sensationalism associated with the site, not her.

Visits to the grotto, and the resultant messages from The Lady, became more direct.  For her thirteenth round on March 2, Aquero told Bernadette, “Go, tell the priests to come here in procession and to build a chapel here.”  Bernadette complied. Along with her two aunts she asked Father Peyramale (the local Curé) to do The Lady’s bidding.  Peyramale knew, of course, of the grotto visions – he called Bernadette a liar, and he (with no authority) forbade her to go to the grotto.  Bernadette was determined to make a believer of the priest, however, so she came back again with one of the Father’s friends.  She was thoroughly questioned before the parish clergy and dismissed.  Since the parish priests could not agree about what, if anything, should be done about Bernadette’s visions, the solution was left to Father Peyramale.  He thought the best advice was to consult his bishop.  The priest was given no clear direction except that his bishop warned him to stay away from the grotto.  This would keep the clergy clear of a potentially embarrassing situation.  The bishop, however, seemed not to care about what Bernadette did. 

“I Am The Immaculate Conception”
The Catholic dogma of “The Immaculate Conception” confuses many lay people and even some within the religion itself.  In 1854, Pope Pius IX defined it: alone of all human beingsBernadette Soubirous (about age 17, ca 1861)Credit: public domain who have ever lived (except for Jesus, Adam, and Eve) the Virgin Mary was conceived without the stain of original sin.  Technically, only two people in that list of four names qualify since neither Adam nor Eve were ever real, living, breathing humans.  Only Mary and Jesus fit the dogma’s conditions, and of the two, though Jesus of Nazareth is dogmatically an Immaculate Conception, Mary is the Immaculate Conception (the dogma had only her in mind at first).  In short, Mary has dogmatic superiority over Jesus in this case.  This, of course, causes problems for some religious people.  [During later interrogations and interviews to help understand just what Bernadette was seeing at the grotto, her parents, teachers, and priests all testified that she had never before heard the expression “Immaculate Conception” from them.  The dogma itself was relatively new and was not yet mainstream enough for familiarity.] 

Father Peyramale, however, felt that perhaps there might be more to this grotto nonsense and was unwilling to completely ignore what was happening there, despite what his bishop had ordered.  He advised Bernadette that the chapel The Lady requested could not be built unless she deigned to give up her name. So, for her fourteenth visit on March 3, Bernadette asked The Lady for her proper name.  According to Bernadette, The Lady bowed a little, smiled, and said nothing. Bernadette recorded:

“The third time I went to see M. le Curé [Fr. Peyramale], to tell him that a Lady had ordered me to go and say to the priests that they were to have a chapel built there, he looked at me for a moment, and then he said to me in a rather gruff tone, ‘Who is this lady?’ I answered that I did not know. Then he commissioned me to ask her name and to come and tell him. The next day when I arrived at the grotto I recited my rosary and then asked her, from M. le Curé what her name was, but all she did was to smile. When I got back I went to M. le Curé to tell him that I discharged his commission, and her only response was her smile; then he said she was laughing at me and that I would do well not to go to her again. But, I could not help going.”

Over 9,000 people watched as Bernadette communed with The Lady on March 4, 1858, her fifteenth appearance.  In the wake of her sixteenth appearance on March 25, Bernadette summarized her communal connections with a stunning revelation:

“I went every day for a fortnight, and each day I asked her who she was–and this petition always made her smile. After the fortnight I asked her three times consecutively. She always smiled. At last I tried for the fourth time. She stopped smiling. With her arms down, she raised her eyes to heaven and then, folding her hands over her breast she said, ‘I am the Immaculate Conception.’ Then I went back to M. le Curé to tell him that she had said she was the Immaculate Conception, and he asked was I absolutely certain. I said yes, and so as not to forget the words, I had repeated them all the way home.”

This statement sent shock waves through both the town and the country.  Bernadette had never claimed Aquero was anything more than an apparition.  Townspeople surmised it was the Virgin Mary but this was never explicit from Bernadette’s own lips.  Now, for the first time, the bold statement was made leaving no doubt with whom Bernadette had met. 

Stories of the village's “little saint” soon appeared in newspapers all across France. Some journalists made the trek to Lourdes to investigate.  They were generally dismissive in their reporting, mostly because Bernadette was such an unlikely candidate for the attentions of The Blessed Mother.  Press reports generally focused on Bernadette’s peasant illiteracy.  She was uncultured and impertinent [Not that it matters, but she was impertinent by all other disinterested accounts.  But then again, what teenage girl isn’t considered impertinent by her elders?]. Her “visions” were dismissed as the workings of hallucinations.  She seemed unmoved by these criticisms, mostly because she did not understand them.  She saw what she saw.  If no one else could see, so be it.

Thus, she was grilled extensively and the locals were questioned about her knowledge of the Immaculate Conception dogma.  If she had no prior knowledge of the Immaculate Conception dogma, then the peasant girl must have surely obtained that information spectrally.

On April 7, Bernadette went to the grotto.  Her seventeenth visitation was attended by the physician, Dr. Pierre Romaine Dozous (the doctor keeping anecdotes of Lourdes cures).  He initially met the allegations of The Lady with skepticism, but came to believe.   He knew Bernadette and her family well, and he was sure she was in her right mind aside from her insistence upon the visions.  In keeping with his new-found hobby as the Lourdes’ diarist he planned an article for a medical journal discussing the idea that one could have hallucinations without being insane.  He recorded the events of that day:

“Bernadette seemed to be even more absorbed than usual in the Appearance upon which her gaze was riveted. I witnessed, as did also every one else there present, the fact which I am about to narrate. (...) The child was just beginning to make the usual ascent on her knees when suddenly she stopped and, her right hand joining her left, the flame of the big candle passed between the fingers of the latter. Though fanned by a fairly strong breeze, the flame produced no effect upon the skin which it was touching. (...) I then asked the person who was holding the candle to light it again and give it to me. I put it several times in succession under Bernadette’s left hand but she drew it away quickly, saying ‘You are burning me!’ I record this fact just as I have seen it without attempting to explain it. Many persons who were present at the time can confirm what I have said.”

[This is in no way “miraculous” – anyone can pass his or her hand through a flame unharmed.  It is the continual application – as the doctor did to her afterward – that causes localized heating, burning, and pain].

The number of curiosity seekers and devout followers of Bernadette had grown out of control.  Several thousand people accompanied her on her visits to the grotto.  It was a public nuisance and was disruptive for the town.  On mayoral orders, the grotto was barricaded on June 8, 1858.  Guards were stationed along the barricade.  Order had to be restored, and anyone venturing too close to the grotto risked trouble.  Those caught kneeling near it were fined.  In a truly Orwellian dictate the mayor of Lourdes even outlawed talking about the grotto.  This act of free speech was likewise subject to a fine.

Bernadette was not easily dissuaded.  She risked legal consequences and ventured to the grotto on July 16, 1858, for what was to be her eighteenth and last visitation from the Virgin Mary.  Because of the guards and the barricade Bernadette knelt outside the fence by the riverbank. [The low fence can be seen in the attendant photo in this article from 1858.  A large boulder sits directly in front of it]. During this last vision, Bernadette experienced some unusual spatial relationship problems:

“I thought I was at the Grotto, at the same distance as I was the other times. All I saw was Our Lady ... She was more beautiful than ever.”

On this last occasion, Bernadette simply quietly communed with the apparition in prayer. 

The Emperor Louis Napoleon III overturned the Lourdes mayor’s edict about the grotto, and commanded its reopening to the public in October 1858.  Bernadette received no further spectral visions after her visit of July 16, 1858, and she felt no compulsion to return to the grotto again. 

Unfortunately, although Bernadette was done with her business at the grotto the public was not done with her.  She became a religious celebrity, plagued with requests for “laying on” of hands, or for her to simply touch common objects.  These items then became religious relics.  With all the publicity, more pilgrims arrived daily to meet her. The harassment became too much for the family. Her family successfully harangued Bernadette to the point she elected to move away to a place where she was inaccessible. She moved into the parish convent. She did not speak true French nor could she read or write. She was given private instructions, however, and she learned to read and speak proper French.  She also learned to write well.

Time passed, but even though she was semi-cloistered at the hospice, curiosity seekers and the beleaguered (and the deranged) continued to badger her, making her life and that of her host nuns difficult. Father Peyramale, originally a vocal opponent, became a champion of hers.  In a consult with her now-supportive priest, she was persuaded to hide herself in a quieter convent where perhaps her celebrity would not follow, and she could be left in peace. 

Bernadette was actively and aggressively recruited by different Orders.  Once the news of her decision to move spread, convents throughout France sent her invitations to come join them.  TheThe Apparition of LourdesCredit: Vic Dillingerâ„¢, © 2011 young adult woman had a difficult decision to make.  The monster of the Miracle of Lourdes had taken over the village.  The waters alleged healing powers brought increasing numbers of infirmed and religious seekers to the town. [Bernadette had never levied any claims of the water’s ability to heal.  When directly asked how much Lourdes water should be given to a sick person, her very sensible reply was simply, “A drop is enough.  It’s faith that counts.”] 

She was also a sickly and frail young woman.  She liked the cloistered Carmelite nuns.  Father Peyramale discouraged that choice.  Bernadette was somewhat free-spirited; he advised her the rules of this order were too strict for her, and her health far too frail for their ascetic lifestyle.  She leaned toward accepting the invitation of the Daughters of Charity of St. Vincent de Paul, but their head-gear (their coronette) was too burdensome for her weak frame.

She had to leave but had nowhere desirable to go. The area bishop (from Nevers, over 200 miles away) traveled to Lourdes to help the young woman in her decision.  In discussion with the bishop Bernadette claimed she had no skills, and she had nothing of value to offer any congregation.  The bishop assured her she could make her way by doing nothing more than helping in the convent kitchen, “grating carrots”.  It was with this whimsical bit of coercion the frazzled and physically fragile Bernadette Soubirous decided she would venture far from her little village.  This began the dark times for the future saint.

[End of Part 1]

Part 2 – St. Bernadette: Darkness Descends
Part 3 – St. Bernadette: Beatific Light

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