My journey with spirituality

Finding my higher self

I am by no stretch of the imagination a religious person, I don't go to church anymore like I did when I was kid and I don't pray everyday like I used to and I even became an atheist but I decided to embark on a journey in spirituality.

When I was only eleven or twelve I was searching the internet for fun and came across some webpages on lucid dreaming (dream control) as a pre teen I wasn't skeptical at all. After trying the techniques for a few days I had my first lucid dream. Boy was it brilliant, I was in a smallish white room with a few beds and I was floating outside of my dream body eating dream food and exploring the place I was in. What was it, an alternate reality, a different dimension? I just didn't know what to think.

I've never be able to repeat that experience to that level although since then I have had about fifty lucid dreams.

After that I became interested in meditation it's something you always hear about and you wonder why people even do it. Through my research into meditation I found out about the third eye.

The third eye.

The third eye is a spiritual eye which can sense and see energy much like your eyes can see light. It is in the centre of the forehead, there are six other spiritual 'centres' in your body which you need to clear to help aid spiritual development and become a balanced person. With your third eye you see auras, see spirits, and energy. 

After having my first lucid dream I realised just how many other 'things' there were out there, like a whole new reality I knew nothing about. 

I was only a few weeks into doing meditation, one session I was almost drifting off which happens if you get too tired during meditation when I saw the most clearest blue pearl ever right there in the centre of my forehead-my third eye. 

Nothing could explain what this blue pearl was, at that time I wasn't visualising or imagining anything it just appeared.

I surfed the internet once again and found out that what I had seen was my higher self, me, my soul. If I could merge with this blue light or pearl I would be one with it and feel the unimaginable love and wholeness of pure love. Sure it was only a blue pearl but it showed me there is something out there that I couldn't ignore.

What could the blue pearl be?

Whilst doing my research into what this pearl was and why I had seen it I found out that loads of others have seen it and wanted to know what it was just as badly.

Some had vastly different experiences with it then me, quite a few bonded with this pearl and became one with it and experienced extreme bliss, others went through it into the astral plane (the soul plane where you are your soul, thought only with no body).

No one really know what the pearl is or symbolises therefore there are only biased theories influenced by that person's experiences and beliefs, each I take with a grain of salt but here are some possible theories behind the blue pearl:

a gateway to the fourth dimension

your soul/higher self

our consciousness

I think the blue pearl represents your third eye and a portal into other dimensions, or time. I think through the pearl you can astral travel and leave your body.

Buddha meditation
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Does the blue pearl prove the exsistence of God?

Many people claim the blue pearl is God's presence and once merging with it you become intoxicated with God's glory and power. For me I like to look at everything as unbiased as possible obviously my unbiased is someone elses biased.

To me I do think angels, time, and spirit can exist without a God, while that may seem weird to some I truly believe that if the proof presents itself you shouldn't ignore it no matter how irrational it appears.

So what are your views, and have you ever experienced anything spiritual that made you question life? Have you seen this blue pearl, stone whatever it is?